thEsE wOrDz arE frOm My hEart.. thEsE wOrDz arEnt mAdE Up.. |ainE!

2006-01-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

It's COMING!!!School. =X

2005-12-23T09:15:00.000+08:00

Taken from an emaiL (and agreed with sincerely):A lot has been said about how to prevent rape. Women should learn self-defense. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. Fuck, they shouldn't dare to get drunk at all.Instead of that bullshit, how about:If a woman is drunk,

2005-12-22T13:05:00.000+08:00

cant help it but to feel a little disappointment, a tad upset, and kinda stupid. oh wells, try harder next year! 2006.. :)

2005-12-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

back from malacca and going away to phuket tmr.. =) *bliss*cant imagine school in just a couple of weeks more! =X

2005-12-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

one should ask for the reasons why a couple should stay together..instead of why shouldn't they..isnt that so right? things havent been going well with couples round me and its sending me the jitters.. but! of course i managed to not fall to the mass hysteria atmosphere. hopefully all's well ends well.. hope my friends/loved ones dont get hurt.. =)wokies! bought xmas pressie for myself! gonna buy

2005-12-06T03:08:00.000+08:00

have this sudden sense of disgust at myself..for not being able to complete things that i started out doing.. for giving up easily instead of persevering on..loads of promises to myself not to repeat history over and over again but. yep. u know.

2005-12-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

i'm back! frm China n Bangkok! felt as if i've missed out on loads.. esp the hougang mac gathering w fung back.. =( plus all those smses about meetings, trainings, responsibilities here and there.. *ughs* but wells, family time's well spent despite the incessant screams and shrieks at Daryl's naughty antics.. =) tinkling thinks.

2005-11-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

The week scurried past quickly.. as usual. was afraid i would be rotting at home but it seems my worries were unfound with barely enough time to rest and what naught. mainly due to work @drew&napier.. today's my last day! only the 5th day actually.. =) expected lots of snobbish pple but the company proved otherwise. and Nat accompanied me yesterday! =) nice working with someone for a change. but

2005-11-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

tues was well spent shopping with best shopping buddy! or rather, my only shopping buddy. haas! bought beeeuuutttiiiifooollL denim skirt from hula n co though i kinda, sorta, informally, swore not to buy stuffs from there.. esp so when I'll be in Bangkok next next friday.. =X oh wells. and quiksilver boardshorts! my second pair ever.. (to prep heading for the beach w weiwei!) and lastly, my DRESS

2005-11-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

dead tired! I thought the end of the exams should be a great burden lifted off one's shoulders? =P nevertheless, glad it's over.. explain the 4 tired out pigs @Nat's place today.. haas.. zonked out after chips, sausages, egg tarts, japanese green peas and tv.. =) it was slack.. but truly appreciate it. esp when i got to borrow a date w vampires vcd (thou it's in canto), fruit basket entire comic

2005-11-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

I did a crazy thing on impulse with my darlings nat, jesc and shuyun yesterday..We snipped off our beautful hair!! Haas.. Ended up the one who suggested the haircut did the least drastic measure of simply trimming- Shuyun. Nat trimmed her hair and acquired a fringe. Jesc's with a fringe too.. Me..Have SHORT HAIR NOW!! =(and regret it. When I saw that Ah Beng walking over to cut my hair, I knew I

2005-11-09T01:09:00.000+08:00

03/11/05It's a fresh new day of mugging! Dum' ole me foolishly took 6 modules and now I'm struggling to just finish off the core 5. *yawns*Cant wait for the exams to end, and the holidays to come right away. But yet, the ending of the exams is equivalent to the receiving of the results of the mess I've created during this semester. Contemplating not to check my results, and assuming the worst of

2005-11-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

a nice sweet request by my lil bro to sleep with him tonight made my night! insightful chat with Jane made me think more but feel much more relaxed..dinner with the "ah-bengs" of ncc @thinesh house brings me a much needed break. =) my lovely dear's nitenite.. puts away all the panick for insufficient mugging.. and fears of failing french like always.. EXAMS! quick come and go!

2005-10-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

*sighs* in extreme irritable mood today. reason being the inefficient mugging done in the national library.. and it probably boils down to the preoccupied mind- preoccupied, by food or the lack thereof. exams are just a week away. it should be an exclamation mark but i'm just too tired to pay a lil respect to it. been mugging quite a bit during the week.. and it is all done mostly in the night.

2005-10-27T03:16:00.000+08:00

cannot concentrate on bloody cunning ham. one whole day and i cant even finish one single reading.must be the jog.. ran the route that chong meng said is 6km but after allen concluded it's definitely not 6km, and discussion with liyi.. yeps, dont think it's 6km. sob. shattered mans. i thought i'm damn pro ran 6km without prior training. blahs. anyways, quite determined to train aka jog regularly.

2005-10-26T13:42:00.000+08:00

trying to cram 1 textbook and 1 handbook in 4 hours just before my last french class's not working out. seriously worried abt my nightmare turn reality.. and yeps, i should be mugging hard instead of lamenting abt my fears here. just taking a break yar.. =( and oral's on friday.. how do i converse with my hot french teacher if i dont understand him in the first place?? hmms, shall attempt to

2005-10-25T02:53:00.000+08:00

gosh. people do change.. and get prettier.. and prettier!!lichen's gorgeous! me knows chiobu!! madness.. must be after-effects of mugging.. 102 readings chim-oh-logy!! inspired by yanwei! love her to bits and pieces..! motivated by dear's support.. =)!Onward laine! =)Rest for a longer journey afterwards.. *zzz's*

2005-10-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

Mom tried to encourage me by telling me not to stress, just try my best.. and kinda reminded me about the school fees are borne by my parents.. in turn, stresses me more. having those insane nightmares about failing my french module. and the possibility of it staying just as a nightmare is honestly, rather low. so.. this sudden panic due to the realization that it's only 2 weeks to the exams and

2005-10-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

the feeling of home rocks! =)havent been home for 6 nights..

2005-10-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

daryl asked for me! he misses me! =) made my day.. =) miss ya too..

2005-10-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

my goal towards self-actualization has to be postponed.. ehs, for smaller and more concrete goals like The Exams.Sometimes I wonder why I care so much about it, yet not care so much about it. (antithesis) Santiago (Speech teacher) will be proud to see that mans. After major screwed up sessions of Laine mumbling and getting the jitters in front of her "colleagues" as he always puts it.. On a

2005-10-14T03:50:00.000+08:00

Thank you darlings! Looking at the photos we took just now reminded me what a wonderful time we just had! =) ahHhhhaAaa.. =PIt was the best time I ever had @Holland V, and the wildest time I ever had travelling there! =) [eh, not that I go HV a lot either]Funniest shopping trip in a supermarket. Haas. Practising for advertising and marketing with products from Cold Storage like Sanitary pads and

2005-10-12T03:45:00.000+08:00

Wed 3:46AM The historical moment I solved (or rather, Simon) my MSN problem!!! =) THANK YOU SIMON!!!!!!!!!!!! =)To think that all the guys in CS/Singapore couldnt help me with my msn problem, but Jo's cousin in Holland solved it within minutes! =) WheeEeeeeEe!!!! So happy yar!! Can MSN again!! =)This also proves that wireless's really not secure mans. Tsktsk.

2005-10-12T02:36:00.000+08:00

Today.. I travelled from one end of Singapore to the other, and back again. I had "fun" taking the choo-choo trains till I got this dizzy sensation in my head. Ughs. Madness!! Just for a Havoc (Hall) meeting that I couldn't rush back on time for.. Bleah. Kill me..On the other hand, kinda not mind. Cuz I spent time with QPS who has matured and grown loads prettier than she was, had dinner with my

2005-10-06T17:41:00.000+08:00

Me's sitting in my little new cosy hideout- Hall 5, feeling a little dazed from all the loss of blood.............Grieving over the supposedly exciting Wed night!! Was to celebrate Jessie's birthday by giving her a great big gigantic surprise in her room when she's done with celebrating with her someone special.. Bought her a Me-To-You bear and card, Tee shirt and also a bouquet of sunflowers!!

2005-09-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

Having a mixture of feelings these days. Maybe I shouldn't guage how it is. Maybe I should just let nature take its course.Maybe.. Made a friend in school that I can really connect to- Nat. Visited her hall and chatted for quite sometime there makes me start thinking but not in a negative way. Feels great to have someone of your frequency in school! = ) Someone who is open enough to share her

2005-09-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

Havent been able to concentrate on me studies lately, and havent done anything for Pumpfest yet (the meeting's nx week!). Everyone's like doing everything last minute in this school and I pretty much detest that. Presentation this Friday and I havent seen the edited slides yet.. Havoc informed us of the first meeting just 2 days before the meeting itself.. And everything seems to just..

2005-09-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

I think I'm amazing.I just gobbled up one whole tub of Ben&Jerry's New York Super Fudge Chunk with absolutely no assistance and am still feeling hungry. I just spent my entire Saturday afternoon in the warmth of the familiar pinklish blankie and under full blast of aircon. All the exercise during night cycling yesterday gone with the wind.. Had a great shock last night cuz I banged right smack

2005-09-14T10:04:00.000+08:00

*Guilt-ridden* Feeling so friggin' bad about procrastinating after Wedding Crashers, A Lot Like Love and Herbie.. Gonna do some work today! Gonna finish up my technology review essay! Wish me concentration.. = P Go girl! Ya an university student!! C'mon!

2005-09-13T18:32:00.000+08:00

Gosh. This is bad bad bad! Having my Apple makes me wanna sit in front of it all day long. And most of the time I don't do my work! Stickies doesn't work either.. All the "Don't procrastinate" stickies doesn't work.. = P Almost half of the holiday gone and I haven't caught up with my French, done my technology review essay, basically any constructive work. And it just proves the point when I'm

2005-09-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY APPLE!!! wOooOhOoOoOoo~~~

2005-09-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I so feel like skipping school today. Someone stop me!!

2005-09-02T08:28:00.000+08:00

dont wanna wakie.. cuz it was raining really nicely this morning. perfect time to snore in bed not that i really do..everything didnt go accordingly as planned yesterday. boo. no thanks to the irritating, ingrate of a man no an ass who urgh so expect me to abide by his time contraints which was basically nothing at all. couldnt meet me here and there cuz of Superstar, or "I just entered the

2005-08-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody! Back from a rather long absence..Trying to sound all energised and awake.. but hell no, I'm not.Just got back from the New Balance Real Run! Finally made it. Last year, I was deeply traumatized when I saw the streams of people wearing the Nike Real Run tees at harbourfront foodcourt. Wilson was rather amused I must add. At least he was sympathetic.Anyway, it's my first ever run!

2005-08-25T18:19:00.000+08:00

me no wanna give no speech!!urrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~santiago sucks.

2005-07-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

today was an insane day..hysterical madness!couldn't find my passport just a couple of days before i'm due for Bangkok. was worried sick but maintained my calm, went for work as pernormal.. worried sick i am. thinking, i would find it when i get home tonight. i remember seeing it somewhere at home!then my hysterical mom started sms-ing me, calling me.. as well as bugging my friends. in this case,

2005-07-13T09:59:00.000+08:00

from a happy busy bumblebee.. I became a tired but nevertheless busy bumblebee..~ hees~frankly speaking, i cant remember what happened.. it was a flurry of events, worries and fun.. during the only abt 2 weeks of hiatus..there were..1) LOADS of suppers/nice dinners.. eg, bedok 85, cheesecake cafe, prata place, the hawker beside prata place, chompchomp, ice3, Brewerks, NYDC, Din Tai Fung etc..2)

2005-07-04T18:13:00.000+08:00

me = happy busy bumblebee..therefore, on hiatus!

2005-06-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

i apologise to everybody i stood up today.. syndicate 6 pples, eugene tan qizhi, edwin ho chang yong, ng xiao hui.feeling bad now.. = (

2005-06-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

havent blogged for like just 2 days but it felt like 10 instead. CR bowling competition was a success! was really fun.. fantastic bonding session despite the fact tt most of us did not know how to bowl.. didnt even know how to place our fingers in those 3 holes on the ball. haas. other than Alex and Shariel, it turned out tt there was another pro! even pro-er pro- Faiz! Gosh, that guy bowls w

2005-06-20T11:49:00.000+08:00

awoke to sunshine and birdsong! = ) whoopees~laine's less sick than ever.. or least than the past 2 days. eyes still sleepyish always half shut but throat's getting better and nose's not so blocked! = ) but my laziness's not cured.. it's quite a bliss lying at home motionless really. getting used to it quite quickly. = Pbut daryl's not getting used to it.. hahas. mummy promised to go wildwildwet

2005-06-19T12:50:00.000+08:00

after a night on the sofa.. i decided i shall sleep outside more often! it's nice to wakie with the remote control beside ya.. to hilariously lame cartoons on kids' central. and a book at hand- the princess and the god. nicenice. minus the mummy who's the temporary maid replacement for 2 weeks. she just keeps nagging abt my hair loss. like it's not bad enough. and while i'm still in lalaa land(or

2005-06-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

me sick. sick. sick. = ( qiqi's sick too.. we're 2 sick pple. 2 sick pple couped up at home.. being sick sux. i hate being sick. loathe being sick. now i'm sick in the mind too.being sick really sux. ur boss refuses u entry to work. ur family goes out to celebrate father's day without the supposedly infectious sore eye-ed girl aka ME. what can u do to entertain urself at home with a sore eye, a

2005-06-18T11:15:00.000+08:00

feeling so weak and sickly right now.. woke up feeling like puke. wanna puke those greenish goo outta my throat and sneeze em outta my nose. n my throat hurts. guess i shall not be rebellious anymore and consume some healthier food from now on.. cuz it really hurts to just sneeze!!on the darker side, chris had this last minute medical checkup and left me stranded with nothing to do on a saturday

2005-06-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmms~ busy week eh? drums was.. tragic. shall not bore u guys with details of how i suck at it. boos.but thirtyohthree class gathering was FANTASTIC! hahas.. actually it wasnt even a class gathering cuz yanfangfang only invited some pple.. leaving out all the guys and some girls.. YES i went for my class gathering! bumped into franchie @suntec today and she suaned me abt it. she looks different.

2005-06-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

I survived!!! Just about 9 hours of shopping with XH.. I really bai her wei shi!! She's... AMAZING! I spent ehhh ALOT of money.. But it's like minimum money maximum shopping!! = ) Totally enjoyable. For once!Bought 5 tops (2 frm FCUK, 2 frm Hula & Co, 1 frm unknown shop @Far East), a pair of earrings and a FCUK jacket! KIV-ed 2 spaghettis and a skirt frm Forever 21.. Spent a grand total of $240+.

2005-06-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

thereeee's this preeeeeeetty actress I have no idea what show she acts in but I'm pretty sure she's an actress who frequents CR.. woos~ today she came with Glenn Ong.. Some days ago, she came with tt DJ Chong Qin.. Hmms, whatever his name is.. Ahroy was drooling. Haas~ Typical! = POohs.. I'm proud of the fact that I endured 6 hours of work despite my aching back and cramped up stomach! yeps. It's

2005-06-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

wheeees!! wish I could say tuition was a blast, but it wasn't. hahas~ upon arriving the extremely messy place I presume was my client's place, my IC was checked. yes. the mama checked me IC. she honestly thought I was a secondary school kid trying to pass off as an undergraduate? please.but laine was secretly pleased. *grins* at least 10 years down the road when women ard me would be weeping and

2005-06-08T01:43:00.000+08:00

work has been pretty enjoyable this couple of days.. except for the fact that Naz's leaving!! it's obvious he's popular @CR.. so many of us were upset he's leaving.. = ( Dilys left alr.. heard there's news Nikko's getting transferred to the new outlet @Citylink to be store manager.. I should say promoted instead! Glad for her but would be sad if she's leaving of course! boos. guess this is a

2005-06-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

I woke up an extremely angry and frustrated person.I went to swim. Got rid of it partially.Hopefully, drumming would make me tame again. Urghs.

2005-06-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

This is nuts! My entry disappeared for the third time!Was sharing the joy of having another cousin soon, a newborn to cuddle and hug! But it's normal for the excitement to die down at the third attempt of sharing it, isn't it? Goodness.Yeahyeah, and Fight Club's good as Mich says.. Just any of those schizo shows.. But with Brad Pitt in it.. You see, Mich's definition of a worth-it movie is one

2005-06-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged for one whole week! Cuz of camp..Spec Course Phase One 2005! DEFINITELY my last camp. Haha.. I know all of us Geok, Mich and I have been saying that but I guess it's really the end for us. Sobsob. It was great..! Felt like a true APC this time.. Maybe cuz it was Spec Course so we could expect standards from them.. Unlike tt time as a PC during Camp Feast. Day 1 was boos. I had

2005-05-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

i'm in a daze, feeling suffocated with my head throbbing in pain due to whatever unknown reasons though one of the most likely reason would be oversleeping.. Literally. Or maybe cuz I haven't had anything since 1am in the morning. It's 5.30pm now.. Too lazy to get my arse outta the house too. tsktsk. Daddy's irritating me..!! I wanna eat either KFC or Pizza but he wanna have MacDonald's instead.

2005-05-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

Work was as usual hectic. Almost broke out in tears, nah. teared slightly just now.. Was so pissed with Eugene being sarcastic. As if it's my fault that most of the other part timers are choosing to work in the mornings instead of nights.. I've always worked mornings and as he knows, I've forever the last one sent home if I work nights. He's a nice person but sometimes I really have no idea when

2005-05-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

work was great today though extremely busy! now that pple like Dilys, Naz, Ying Ping and Shah are gone.. the workload seemed to have increased triplefold!! I'm so resigned to my fate. boos. but was fun too! had a beanbag fight!! Eugene was in good mood and started it despite the stress of the function.. All the higher up pple were here.. Steve OM, Tony AOM, the real chefs making all those dainty

2005-05-25T02:02:00.000+08:00

I declare myself a starwars atheist.. nopenope, worse. ANTI-STARWARS!Jeev promised- "If the rest aren't free, worse comes to worst, it would be me and you alright?".. When I asked him to confirm plans for Saturday night. So I left it free for him. But then, he went to watch Starwars with his GF instead. Obviously I couldn't meet him in the afternoon cuz I had work. Got rather pissed but well,

2005-05-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

got back from supper with penguin, xiaohui and edz.. had 2 teh and fish porridge.. no nasi lemak! looks good though.. bleah. nono!! I'm getting fat.. feeling so bloated these days.. haven't done any big business for days.. sobs. penguin slimmed down loads! and with his botak head, he looks like a wormy frm maple story.. hahas.. = Xbeen 2 consecutively bad days at work aka TCC. boos. today was

2005-05-21T01:39:00.000+08:00

the earlier part of my day started out real real horrid! screwed up bar today. right in front of Steve the OM. utterly embarrassing the way I dropped the forks and knives near the customer whom thought I was trying to murder her in a totally dumb manner. stupid woman screamed bloody murder. then missed len's calls twice cuz I couldn't finish my work on time with the no of customers today..

2005-05-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

Back from work and a minor tummyache..! So did the rest who went for supper yesterday.. Conclusion: The Oyster Omelette did it!! All evidence points to the omelette instead of the oyster. And Laine's got a retarded stomach. Everyone had their pains abt 3 hours aft the meal but I had mine only abt 11am..?? Bleah.And that's the reason I didn't get to meet Angela @Kovan today and ended up pigging

2005-05-19T02:48:00.000+08:00

urgh!It was worth the money. $8 for a feast at Newton Circus. Carrot cake, Oyster Omelette, Mutton soup, Sugarcane juice x2, Chicken wings, Satay, Rojak, Chay kway tiao, Roti John, some other roti thingy. Was that all? That's all I remembered. I feel so like a pig now..! *oinks*It was worth the effort. Tugging my lazy feet outta the house at 11pm in the night, after sending Len off at the airport

2005-05-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

at long last.. finished tt Korean show.. 70 disc set! = P At long last..!Then Nikko passed me a new set. Her fave set.. Bleah. Gonna start all over again.. Oh no..~= ] I can't help it.. Really can't. Wouldn't it be bad if I could help it? if I could control? = ( Sorry dar..

2005-05-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

on hiatus.. = P= ] overwhelmed with happiness!

2005-04-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

'i carry your heart with me (i carry it on my heart)i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)i fearno fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you'here us the deepest secret nobody knows

2005-04-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'm such a letdown. I went on a binge again. This time with my 'zhu peng gou you' friend aka Mich Koh XY. The same girl who abandoned me for Pokemon. Zhu because she's a pig. Gou because.. Hmms. If you get it, you get it. And she shamelessly likes this title. My oh my. What kind of friend do I have?! We had.. Mongolian Chix Chop, Salmon Linguini, Brie Cheese fritters, Chix wings, Mango Tea Freeze

2005-04-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

This is IT. My friends treat me like DIRT.MICHELLE KOH XUEYING CHOSE POKEMON OVER OUR FRIENDSHIP.SING GEOK SHAN coaxed and made me feel bad into the Sakae Sushi buffet which I tried to get my money's worth(and did). Now I'm feeling as if food's gonna explode and get squeezed outta every part of my body now.Jasmin pangseh-ed me today.. At least she has a valid reason.. That poor sick girl.. = (*

2005-04-26T09:42:00.000+08:00

Sobs. Really wanna go swim now.. Love swimming in the scorching sun like now! Plus I'm feeling so fat today. Wearing my Adidas shorts always makes me feel this way. The extremely tight waistline. Can't though.. Work @12nn. Gotta leave ard 11am.. And it's already nearing 10am.. Boos.Did swim yesterday.. But that was just before the sun was coming out! Those kids invaded the pool like nobody's

2005-04-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Such a pig.. ME!Chomped down Mac, Yoshi and Old Chang Kee in a day.. Couldn't resist that almost always there craving for the curry puff.. *drools* Pple who haven't tried it.. YA SO DEPRIVED! Cool it girl.. *yums* Fillet with extra tartar sauce, yoshi chix bowl with extra sauce.. aww!Finally read something.. Jennifer Weiner's In Her Shoes.. Haven't heard of her? Neither did I until Border's 3 for

2005-04-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

realized that I wouldn't remember what I did on this and that every other day if I don't actually blog. not much time to blog either! work work work birthdays birthdays birthdays!Wells, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK! It's pretty sad XH's not able to spend his 21st bday with him. It's an impt day afterall..~Haha.. As you see, there's a birthday every 5 days.. 1. XH/QPS 2. Jaz 3. Nick 4. Edz 5. Ngaip.. Can

2005-04-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

mass comms interview in less than 12 hours. getting the jitters. realized that i really wanted to get into mass comms despite ntu not being as so called "prestigous" as nus, or as "vibrant and upcoming" as smu.. I wanna get into mass comms!! I wanna join ntu sports club! wanna stay in a hostel. ntu has it all! *sighs* would be so crushed if I didn't make it. Pray for me yar?gosh. n I've nothing

2005-04-17T02:46:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Xiaohui!! (strictly speaking, yesterday..)

2005-04-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

Wokies~ Wanted to complain and bitch about Jackson, the M1 planner for my promoter job.. But then, somehow, we ended up talking on the phone about the schedule thingy and then, dunno how I ended up sympathizing with his plight. Glad that I didn't end up making an enemy instead of a friend. = ) Feels good. Cuz he told me I'm the only one who haven't got complained @Bugis yet despite the strict and

2005-04-13T10:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Haven't been here for quite some time. What should I write about?Oh! Interviews! NTU and SMU replied me.. 21st and 22nd April for interviews.. Mass Comms and Business management respectively.. Got both the info on the same day. Double joy! Cuz I don't really wanna go NUS.. Hees~ And NTU has some writing test first. Haven't wrote anything decent recently.. Blog entries could hardly be

2005-04-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

today's customers were really annoying!! bad day at TCC.. And my days there are seldom, in fact almost never bad.. bleah. Eunice (one of the cooks) invited me for her bdae ktv bash tmr.. The night at Bencoolen Street was good.. Wondering if I should actually go.. Hmms. *headache* I'll be back home real late then.. And I have Kino early morning in Friday.. Should I or should I not? Okie.. Meiqi

2005-04-05T02:44:00.000+08:00

As if things werent bad enough.That urghs I shouldnt use vulgarities and lose my dignity for pple like him idiot has to come disturb me. Seriously what's his problem? Can't he just leave me alone? Ughs. Bloody childish. Pissed.Ughs!! Seriously irritated!! I wanna start a new paragraph on something else but I just urghs! Hatred. I'm trying so hard to be a friend. Not as if a good friend. Just a

2005-04-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

updates!1. Byebye Kino!! Actually there were some reluctance.. Honest! Eileen (mgr) gave me a day to think it over.. And I was still undecided on the day itself. Dilemma. But then again, I thought if I don't quit, I'll regret when I feel bored!! Haha~ So I just hurried myself and told her I wanna quit, relieving myself of the hassle of the choice of not quitting..It seems fine.. Mondays' only 4

2005-03-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

hmm.. should i just be a spoilt brat and not go work at kino tmr..?extremely tempting. esp so,when I'm on the verge of resigning.. though hwee fang says I find the job really boring cuz they have been too busy to teach me anything. Should I trust enough to stay and learn something?? But then why she says the turnover rate very high also!?? can't stand the cheapo-ness of the coy which i try to

2005-03-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. so tired.ahhh. I want hug.ahhhh.. stupid chris stupid angela. slapslap!! but thx anyway, cuz haha.. u guys make me wanna laugh though i think if i laugh now u 2 will beat me up but still cuz i pmsing i have the right to be a meano. HAHA. slap me.aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i hate myself. i hate tt person more. hate hate hate.urghs. i hate my brain.i hate pms-ing.but am i?= ( sorry.

2005-03-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

today the beach was disappointing!! XH, Geok n I happily applied suntan lotion in the desperate attempt to be bimbos for the first time.. (Geok in her HOT PINK bikini!!) Within 5 mins the 3 big bimbos slept on the tiny mat we had, rain came falling.. boos. Plans abandoned cuz the sun went in hiding. Then there was no volleyball.. And then Nic's whole platoon seemed to dominate the outing.. And

2005-03-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

I need a slap! = )(ok, I don't really mean it.)Happy! Happy!! Happy!!! Work was good. Concert was great. Tmr looks pretty promising!! Sentosa with the usual gang.. Beach, sun, book, volleyball, slack, bliss! Jeev! I'm touched.. Didn't know I was so important..! Didn't waste my ponning of M1 work to hit the beach.. = ) After that, meeting up with the Hg mac gang.. Can see Penguin botak head. Can

2005-03-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

University admissions is so so so troublesome. Can't they make it simple.. *sighs* It's just mummy screamin at me today. She hasn't screamed at me for a long time.. Guess she's in a bad mood.. Kinda hurt though. = ( Became moody after then.Got a feeling PMS's here.. Backaches, tummyaches, bad appetite, grumpy!Was pullin those strands of white hair off my balding head.. Guess I'm quite a worrywart

2005-03-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

This guy:-1. Can't take spice.2. Alcohol sensitive.3. Allergic to milk.4. Does not take mussels and the like.5. Afraid of injections.6. Wears a 28 waist Levi's jeans.7. Always afraid tt his specs would fall off his splastic face.8. Enjoys disturbing little kids.9. Only wears Nike shirts.10. Possesses gay tendencies at times.Before you actually go, What the...??That's my boy. Allen Tan. 19 March.

2005-03-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

After so many "how old are you?"s, 3 trips of caving, new friends made, new Malay words learnt, 3 nights of sleeping in a cave, 1 night of sleeping open air in a cave, coaxing teary eyed girls for abseiling, getting frustrated at the girls' incessant whining and complaining, getting teased abt for being in a girls' school too, witnessing girls actually tearing just cuz they didn't see each other

2005-03-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

Haven't been to camp(s) for eons!! Much less a camp that I'm supposed to be an instructor helping the campers along.. WHEN I haven't been to the camp itself. Must bring out the "wayang" skills mastered and honed through years of NCC. Act cool, act experienced. Hmms. Haha.. Pray hard for me! Don't wanna get exposed.. = P*sighs* Why can't we just shamelessly express our true feelings on the surface

2005-03-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

I decided to live life to the fullest. To stop complaining about this and that. (Includes whining)To not misbehave.To not have bad thoughts about others.4 basic resolutions. Every single one hard to keep by.

2005-03-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

At long last, the results are out.History- C <--- So ugly.Maths- A <--- Thanks to Ms Chee! (Since I don't attend lectures in sch)Econs- A <--- Thanks to Lee Lee Fong! GP- A2 <--- By some miracle. And thanks to Mr Chris!I'm grateful. Grateful that I actually got that A for Econs when all those nonsense I crammed in last minute did not come up and all those crap I wrote about Singapore actually got

2005-03-03T08:44:00.000+08:00

omigosh...THE RESULTS ARE COMING OUT! = !Can't believe it's this soon! Gonna camp over at Jasmine's house with the rest of the class after work @Kino today.. Then go over to school tmr.. Perhaps we could go opposite school and eat! Miss the nice foodies there~ = ) Anyway, got to return that library book that's overdue for like 3++ months? Hopefully the librarian's still Darren and he'll waive off

2005-02-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

Today's even more unfortunate than yesterday! Boos!no 1: I thought work @Kino starts at 9.45am instead of 9.30am.. And I happily wandered around Taka, unwilling to go work earlier.. And ended up being late instead.no. 2: After playing for 25mins, I realized.. The snare was bloody too high!! Wasted my lesson. Then James had to spend the rest of the 5mins talking about life, mothers and his

2005-02-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

The SPD outing at Fort Canning yesterday was.. A Series Of Unfortunate Events. Hahas.. Everything that's possible to go wrong went wrong. First time I was incharge of a SPD event and I was so unlucky! It rained!!! Out of the blue when it wasn't raining for any other day. Cuz it was wet, we had to get plastic covers for the clues card.. Alice forgot the straws and rubberbands for the games..YET.

2005-02-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

Couldn't get to sleep when I most needed to!! Must be shrinkwrapping those books for 4 straight hours.. The dust flying into my face all the time.. Looking on the bright side, at least I can browse a bit.. Hees~Watching Tian Guo De Jia Yi again.. The Cyndi show.. Haha.. Angela wanna borrow right? Say something nice first?? Don't always say I bully your BF(chris) kaes?? He's the one driving me

2005-02-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

As it has been lately, I haven't the time to even daydream.. Much less blog!Been working morning night morning night.. Kinda glad my M1 temp job's finally ending tomorrow.. Yet sad at the same time.. I've been cooped up in that Jurong East IBP M1 office for like a couple of weeks and stangely, I enjoyed myself! The pple there are so pretty!!! Haha~ Yerp, that's the main reason alright. Had lunch

2005-02-19T03:08:00.000+08:00

Embarked home with the determination to complain aft a weary day of work. But. Nahs~ Shall learn frm my sec sch cca's not ABC rule.Guess when you start working everything's not gonna be fair but you just have to grind your teeth and endure. Hopefully, or luckily, someone up there would recognise your efforts. But if not, too bad! = P Anyway, TCC @C.R is a fantastic place to work. In fact, I think

2005-02-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Kino training! Whoopees~!It was.. Totally boring!! The guy was just reading the training notes to us for like 3 hours? Then made us try the uniforms and showed us around the main flagstore aka Taka's Kino! = )I'm happy cuz.. The uniform's nice!! I've got 2 blouses, 2 pants, 2 cardigans and 2 aprons. Hees~ My blouse's different from the cashier.. Nicer..! And I've got a locker and an

2005-02-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

Gosh. Life has been a rush for me.Mundane is right.I can't even remember what I've been doing for the last few days.. Much less the days before the last few days.. Thank God for this blog I can keep track of my memories and activities, knowing the forgetful me.Anyway, met up with Nick, Xiao Hui, Jeev and Geok on Saturday for steamboat @Nick's place. Haha.. Guess what? His mom really goes, "Boy Ah

2005-02-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

bleah.in one of my thinking moods again..!nevertheless, great day! = )Bonne nuit..~

2005-02-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

Whees~ Yippee! The hectic chu yi and er of CNY is over! = ) *Beams* End of CNY blues!Did something mean yesterday. I need to confess. I went to scare tt pervertic p4 boy away. Got caught by my Mama, but she didn't stop me.. Haha.. I bet she understands how I feel. Bleah. But at least he wouldn't bug me anymore. And I discovered a new baby girl! She's so cute. *gushes* Something to look forward to

2005-02-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

Feeling bad man. It's the meeting and parting thing. It's the getting together then drifting apart. It's the smokers thing. Why do some pple just have to take up smoking? I hate bloody smokers. It's the residue of the past thingy. I don't want you ard. Friends or not. Just reminds me of hurt, mistakes and a major failure. Anyway, it's cheena new year day no. 1! And about as boring as I

2005-02-08T10:14:00.000+08:00

Mich's blog reminded me.. THOSE PPLE WHO OWE URS TRULY MONEY... PAY UP!!!! cuz it's Chinese New Year...!! I shall be nice and give you guys a month's grace.. Else.. pig's head on your door you get me?!??! *fierce violent look* Pay me back puh-lease........!!! I'm in serious deficit w no pocket money, minimal work pay and high spending on activities, classes and food~ Plus, I found so many

2005-02-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hey ho! Laine's still trapped in her vicious cycle of job searching. Phew. The Shell stint ended just today! That's.. $112 for 2 days of work.. 2 entire days of heart to heart talk with Mich.. Thanks babe. I really appreciate these 2 days..~ And today's fantastic cuz we got posted to some ulu station and there's so few vehicles! And cuz it's such an open area, there's not a single whiff of

2005-02-05T03:41:00.000+08:00

Resolutions for the present. 1) stop whining. a toughie. 2) stop changing jobs! sit down and find out what I really want. boy. 3) buy everything I wanna buy before they are sold out. it always happens. seems like. just on me! I'm getting lazy to blog! As much as I did not have the original intention of joining the ranks of the boring bloggers who lament and whine about their daily lives, I

2005-02-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

I need sleep....~ *snorts* Manda..!! You shrunk!! Proportionally.. Or was it just the lighting in CitiLink?! Hahas.. oOps.. workkk! the whole week.. Geok & Chris loves C.R TCC! Whoopees!~ I'm lovin' it too! Part of me wants to quit for a better paying job.. But the other, refuses to let go.. Boos. I'm a confused girl~ Really need sleep. No stories for Daryl tonight. Shell job tmr! aka